Hy people... Morning... :)
It's already mid of July...and i've just update my blog...ehe!! I feel like to blogg ryte now.. i need to let my anger out...rawwrrr!! :D hmmm... Last night i went out wv my girlfriends... afterall staying at home is such a boring thing to do for me.. i like travelling and chilling out wv my friends.. So yea, i went to complex yesterday wv c za watched her bf playing futsal...it was fun though rather than staying at home and face those creepy faces... Really annoyed me... I hate being at home this lately... And plus i got nothing to do instead of locking myself in my room for a couple or three or maybe plenty of hours.. I don't know when this things going to end.. I just can't help this situation anymore.. hmmphh!!
Yea, back to my story... We went to complex at 3 and Ayu fetched us at 5... We guys went to KB town, Seria town, Wana's place and lastly we went to arcade... I had a great time with them.. Since me, Mizah and Dayah are no longer smsa-ian, so they brought us chilling out and of course i missed them a lot.. Hehe!! I reached home before nine... That was because my brother asked me to go home early as my mom blew her top... damn!! Okay, i admit i was wrong... but at least i've told her that im going out wv my frens... even if i didnt talk in front of her but i've texted her... i dont feel comfortable since she makes those unpleasant looks for like one week already.. it's better for me to stay away from looking that face.. i dont like the way she treats me even if im wrong why should she let her anger out at my brother.. just talk direct to my face...
I felt devastated actually being a loner at this moment... You know, nobody cares about me.. They just ignoring me whenever im at home... So i guess its better for me to go out and meet all my frens.. They didnt trust me anymore since im the one who strts this mess... But please dont make those effing looks in front of me.. I really hate that.. Im trying to be nice with her but then no respond.. So depends on her to take or leave it...:) Im just a daughter who needs to be love and care by someone.. That's all..
In other way to say, Im not dumped you but i've too... And i think single is the best way to end a decision... And im sure he's going to be fine without me.. Thanks, really appreaciate to have you back then.. :)
Since i havn't update for about 3 months i guess, i've actually transferred to MKJB... I know it's a wasting of time.. Supposed to be this year is my 2nd year in doing A'level.. And now im taking computer studies.. But nvm, i'll try my best and hope for a better output in 3 years ahead.. Amin!!
Alright i think that should be enough for today... Will update more only if i feel sad and in the mood to blog something... :D
♥Neyh♥
It's already mid of July...and i've just update my blog...ehe!! I feel like to blogg ryte now.. i need to let my anger out...rawwrrr!! :D hmmm... Last night i went out wv my girlfriends... afterall staying at home is such a boring thing to do for me.. i like travelling and chilling out wv my friends.. So yea, i went to complex yesterday wv c za watched her bf playing futsal...it was fun though rather than staying at home and face those creepy faces... Really annoyed me... I hate being at home this lately... And plus i got nothing to do instead of locking myself in my room for a couple or three or maybe plenty of hours.. I don't know when this things going to end.. I just can't help this situation anymore.. hmmphh!!
Yea, back to my story... We went to complex at 3 and Ayu fetched us at 5... We guys went to KB town, Seria town, Wana's place and lastly we went to arcade... I had a great time with them.. Since me, Mizah and Dayah are no longer smsa-ian, so they brought us chilling out and of course i missed them a lot.. Hehe!! I reached home before nine... That was because my brother asked me to go home early as my mom blew her top... damn!! Okay, i admit i was wrong... but at least i've told her that im going out wv my frens... even if i didnt talk in front of her but i've texted her... i dont feel comfortable since she makes those unpleasant looks for like one week already.. it's better for me to stay away from looking that face.. i dont like the way she treats me even if im wrong why should she let her anger out at my brother.. just talk direct to my face...
I felt devastated actually being a loner at this moment... You know, nobody cares about me.. They just ignoring me whenever im at home... So i guess its better for me to go out and meet all my frens.. They didnt trust me anymore since im the one who strts this mess... But please dont make those effing looks in front of me.. I really hate that.. Im trying to be nice with her but then no respond.. So depends on her to take or leave it...:) Im just a daughter who needs to be love and care by someone.. That's all..
In other way to say, Im not dumped you but i've too... And i think single is the best way to end a decision... And im sure he's going to be fine without me.. Thanks, really appreaciate to have you back then.. :)
Since i havn't update for about 3 months i guess, i've actually transferred to MKJB... I know it's a wasting of time.. Supposed to be this year is my 2nd year in doing A'level.. And now im taking computer studies.. But nvm, i'll try my best and hope for a better output in 3 years ahead.. Amin!!
Alright i think that should be enough for today... Will update more only if i feel sad and in the mood to blog something... :D
♥Neyh♥
